Ever since my last post I've been flipping in and out of old picture files. Just looking at stuff wondering what in the heck happened to me. Different hair, different clothes and 15 extra pounds. I guess that does make a bigger difference than I thought. But it's more to it than that. There's a life in my eyes that isn't there in the newer pictures. I used to look happy without trying. Now I look like I'm forcing a smile when I do let someone take a picture.
Could I really have changed that much in the last few years? I guess there is just more that's different about me than I notice.