I do - I really, really do... everything that I have whined about in the last year - every single wallowing in self pity comment that I have made. I am sorry to every single one of you who have had to put up with me.
Today I am thankful to all of the Dr's and nurses who have helped me in the past year. They all had faith when I didn't. I am thankful to all of you who read this rambling mess of a blog and leave me such kind and supportive comments. And most of all I am thankful for my husband for quietly keeping me going when I thought I couldn't.
Today I am thankful to be pregnant. It's early - and I know all to well how things can go horribly wrong at the drop of a hat. But for today and everyday to come I am overwhelmed with joy.
For all of you that are reading this with a broken heart I am sorry. Please know and understand my heart and my thoughts and my prayers are there with you.