Wednesday, October 15, 2008

I miss my child. Every minute of every day I miss her with all of my heart.

How does a mother ever come to terms with all of the pain and heartbreak of the days and months and years that she doesn't get to spend with her child?

There are many days that I wish I had never gotten pregnant. Sounds horrible doesn't it...but if I had never gotten pregnant my world wouldn't have exploded and I wouldn't be the walking zombie that I am today.

2 comments:

Tash said...

"There are many days that I wish I had never gotten pregnant. Sounds horrible doesn't it...but if I had never gotten pregnant my world wouldn't have exploded and I wouldn't be the walking zombie that I am today."

You don't know how often I think the exact, damn same thing. Thinking of you.

Michele said...

I've never regreted my pregnancy, only because, as much as it hurts, it means they were here, with me. But every damn day I miss them and wonder why this happened to us when we tried for so long and tried so hard, and did everything possible.