I miss my child. Every minute of every day I miss her with all of my heart.
How does a mother ever come to terms with all of the pain and heartbreak of the days and months and years that she doesn't get to spend with her child?
There are many days that I wish I had never gotten pregnant. Sounds horrible doesn't it...but if I had never gotten pregnant my world wouldn't have exploded and I wouldn't be the walking zombie that I am today.