Tuesday, May 19, 2009

The day that should have been...

Today should be Ellie's 1st birthday. But instead she's been gone for almost 16 months. There is still and always will be an empty place in our lives.

Who knows if she would have even been born on this date at all.

I wish we had had the chance to find out.

9 comments:

Bluebird said...

Damn it. I hate preeclampsia.

I'm sorry. Sorry you're not celebrating today with your little girl. It's so unfair.

Lea said...

I wish you had the chance to find out too. Thinking of you and Ellie today.

xo

Mrs. Spit said...

Remembering with you. . .

Mirne said...

I'm sorry you didn't get a chance to find out when her birthday should have been.

Ya Chun said...

abiding

Heather said...

Thinking of you and Ellie.

niobe said...

It's heartbreaking to think of what might have been.

Sue said...

I followed your link from Mrs. Spit's blog...

I'm so sorry for your loss. My twin boys were due on the same day as your Ellie. I lost them due to PPROM/IC at the beginning of January.

Hoping you are doing okay with this pregnancy. You will be in my thoughts.

Michele said...

remembering Ellie and what might have been... sending hugs...