tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8603503249933828813.post2276593200953150544..comments2023-06-21T03:59:18.593-07:00Comments on In Spite Of Myself: Donnahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05054869953538170225noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8603503249933828813.post-19540493252333956382009-06-16T20:00:03.370-07:002009-06-16T20:00:03.370-07:00I have those exact feelings. I keep looking forwar...I have those exact feelings. I keep looking forward to the next step- hearing the heartbeat, knowing the gender, bringing baby home. But, there's always that big what if in the back of my head. I try to push it away, but I can only hold it at bay for so long. I'm so afraid to buy baby things, because what if I don't get to take this one home too?<br /><br />((hugs mama)<br />I hope you have a happy pregnancy with a happy ending this time.Funsizehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04651428802167787415noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8603503249933828813.post-7162472721097706462009-06-16T15:32:53.341-07:002009-06-16T15:32:53.341-07:00hey, you have a lot to handle now!
I think your d...hey, you have a lot to handle now!<br /><br />I think your doctors are paying attention now, and hopefully that will make all the difference.Ya Chunhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08816837461370619194noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8603503249933828813.post-64691751722012319322009-06-16T14:19:25.478-07:002009-06-16T14:19:25.478-07:00Believe me, I understand.
It's all a very com...Believe me, I understand.<br /><br />It's all a very complicated mental game. Exhausting. Thinking of you and baby.Heatherhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09211028670642739808noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8603503249933828813.post-67149511997611781662009-06-16T11:21:53.026-07:002009-06-16T11:21:53.026-07:00I know those feelings. Friday is the day I went i...I know those feelings. Friday is the day I went into labor with Nicholas gestationally and my whole world began to crumble. Our OB tells us that things look great, that the cerclage is holding, that my bp is down and there are no signs of preeclampsia... why cant I believe him? Why cant I see that things might be okay? Is that twinge of pain a problem? Is that the end I feel looming overhead?<br /><br />It's no surprise that we have such anxiety. Peter tells me to just breathe and focus on the babies. I try and it does help. I pray a lot, and that helps too. But I am still just so damn afraid. These milestones are hitting hard as they get closer and closer. I know you are in the same boat.<br /><br />Abiding with you and hoping and praying they all are right and that things will be fine.Michelehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17681333723382119281noreply@blogger.com